It's not easy for me to talk about
I have heavy heartstrings
I'm not simple, it's trigonometry
It's hard to express
I can't explain(с)

Am I too complicated?  It seems to be I've been rather inetresting person, yes, it's not easy to communicate with me cause I really feel thousands colors, sounds and worlds. My life consists of words, feelings, energy and information. So no, I'm not complicated. I'm not simple, it's true, but I'm strong enough to feel and  live bright.
You are just not  the person you think you are. So sit home, don't look through colorful people, you won't find among them simple and stupid ones. Sweet dreams, my Little Prince! I'd payed too much for ghost opportunity to be free, I had to lie to love and to be loved, but the truth is I did but never was.

Катапульта в райские гребанные чертоги,
специально для тех, кто будет гореть в аду. (с)

Here I am gonna to improve my English and share some personal ideas, difficulties, happiness and may be something else. If you're reading this and find some mistakes, please, comment the right spelling or grammar, as well as some idioms to do my texts better.

What can I say else? Welcome to my Life!